Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Last Night

I haven't been taking pictures lately, because well, my camera is a sad story and it's a bit embaressing. Last night my boy was celebrating his bday, albeit a bit belatedly but still, whatever. The party was good, lasted till midnight (but we started at 7, so..) and on the way home we got in a major major argument. Now, our future together is well, not so sure. And ironically enough, today is our anniversary. I hope things will be .. resolved. I now vow to try to be better, stop just doing nothing and watching my life pass me by. I mean, I say I want to be a writer, but do I write? I say I want to be more involved with things that interst me, fashion and animals and culture. But what do I do? Nothing. I say I want to live more health-conscienciously and be better to my body. But there I am, smoking and drinking and eating godknowswhat. I say I want my flat to be a home, but it is messy and I am a mess too. I now will change. They say people never really do though, but they say a lot of things. I will change, I will make a difference, in myself, in my life and perhaps, hopefully, in the world. Last night opened my eyes.

And a little p.s. Matoušku, miluji Tě.)
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4 comments:

  1. black roseSeptember 21, 2011 at 4:50 PM

    cute earrings :)

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  2. Thick ThreadsSeptember 21, 2011 at 10:54 PM

    hope things turn out good for you. sorry to hear about you and your boyfriend. once you start doing things that have been piling up on your to-do list you'll feel much better :) great picture of you. you look very pretty

    xo
    A_Riot

    www.thickthreads.net

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  3. nouchalineSeptember 22, 2011 at 2:12 AM

    Ouch birthday, anniversary and a potential breakup all in a few days time! :O yikes, hope everything works out Veve!!!
    I sorta know how you feel, I felt like that for a while, but blogging really opened my eyes and then opportunities started popping up. I might, scratch that, I do sound like a broken record but you'll definitely figure it out and it will get better. Although your room might stay a mess, at least that's my case :P But it's ok, as long as the closest is somewhat organized and you can find the right shoes!!

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  4. Very VeroniqueSeptember 22, 2011 at 1:13 PM

    Things are better now, yesterday was still a bit on edge but today seems good. I guess there have to be bad days in order to really enjoy the good ones..

    thanks for the comments.)

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