Date Night Blues

Being single can be amazing, liberating and quite carefree. But there are times when it dawns on you. Like on a rainy Sunday morning. Or if your home alone Wednesday night with nothing to do.. Or if you just remember all those nice times you had when you had a relationship, those little fleeting moments of joy. Because I had broken up aprox. two weeks ago, I decided to take a new approach to dating and have given up hooking up in clubs (cause those usually turn into very short relationships. No not necessarily one night stands but more like a two-three weeks affair that you henceforth try to forget) and instead tried posting an add, I know, it sounds a bit weird but actually, I think there might actually be some potencial in it. Of course, you do get a huge ammout of creepy, pervy replies and also semi-okay replies from guys you wouldn't even bother to look at in a club but besides all of the set backs and such, you can actually meet some nice people this way. And if nothing more then at least get a few new friends.. Well, wish me luck everyone, tonight I'm going on a date I think I could actually really like and so I'm quite anxious to see if yay or nay.

Bla Bla Bla

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My net connection has gone to hell at the flat, it takes AGES just to upload ONE photo so I have been quite lazy with the blog lately. Sorry, will try harder (e.g. go and visit my parents' house more often). Experimenting with MANY belts and the 'just woken up' hair, wearing my spray-painted sci-fi jeans (they actuallly color a bit so it's kinda annoying but wat the hell), my sweet piggy piggy and a morning photo from today right after his wash, awww and he smells like a baby, loves, oh and my bigger piggy Buddy-o. Love him to pieces, and how I'm used to Dracul now he seems SO BIG.) adorable as ever thou.

COFFEE IN BED!

Coffee in Bed from Saneesh Sukumaran on Vimeo.


So this is the short sci-fi comedy movie I played in. ENJOY!

Currently reading..

After reading her first two novels I took quite a break from Kathy Reichs. And skipped a few that according to their synopsis didn't seem too interesting (in my point of view) and reached for "Bones to Ashes" and the one that follws it, "Devil Bones". I'm almost thru with the first one and it's been pretty good thou the topic is rather horrid (don't wanna spoil it for those whom haven't read the book). But def. recommend it to yall.)

me & prince charming

On good days we cuddle and have a few laughs. On bad ones we don't speak and avoid eye contact. Noo hah just kiddin, there havent been any bad days yet (althou he has peed on all my converse tennis shoes and my adidas superstars. He either really hates sporty shoes or I dunno..) He's grown a bit thou hasnt he? Isit just me or does he look bigger to you all as well? He really loves to eat. A bit scary in fact...

Where do we go from here?

Some things are hard to grasp. Some are hard to get over. Sometimes nothing really helps only time and time again. Sometimes you just have to go on and try to find yourself, because you're lost. You're completely lost and no one can see you, much less find you. So you have to see yourself first. That's where I am right now. At the point when I know I have to change something because it's not me right now. It's some derranged version of me that has to go. I have a month and a half left of summer vacation before starting uni again. I have a baby pig at home I have to start teaching before he really becomes a monster. I have a lot of friends I need to see and stop neglecting because it's been awhile. And mostly, I have to NOT have a relationship. I'm through with them for the time being. Too many lately have gone horribly wrong and I've had it! Finito! Time to see the big picure and stop stressing the little stuff. Whatever. Oh yeah, and fuck love. My last relationship lasted three weeks.. are you fucking kidding me? No I am not. And I wasn't even that much of a psycho this time. So yeah, I quit. Well wish me luck. Photoshoots to come soon so stay tuned for some fashion posts. Like finally right?

Coffee in Bed.. filming of a sci-fi short flick

Madness. utter madness. the future is all about tin foil. Yeah. Because tin foil is so awesome and amazing. Oh and I got to keep the hat hahaha:)) Was bloody good fun really, thou was extremely hungover and had slept only one hour. Was like at the verge of passing out half the time! Like I said: madness. utter madness.

Dracul's new collar

July files of new..

What does MsVeve love buying the most? Shoes, duh! Had an amazing shopping time over at H&M, found the most blue sandals ever and happily enough, they cover my entire feet ink, which is damned good for some occasions. Also? You would not believe the price. 70 Kc. Yes, really. (That's like 3 euros). The white wedges were also from H&M, I totally love them and they too were for the ridiculous price of 70 crowns, madness. Next I bought a pair od Prague tourist flip flops because well I had to really. I was out clubbing with Gabi and my red wedged heels were KILLING me so it was either buying a pair of diff. shoes or going home to change and going home was just too annoying so ta da! I partied the night away in these bad boys;) Another H&M pair, beige quilted balerina flats. I just had to have these. Yeah. So that was the shoe part, then a bought a whole lotta shirts and tees etc. and also this AMAZING Topshop black rompersuit, love it! love it! love it! I'm so into rompers now it's crazy. This whole craze started with the heart detailed romper from Zara, now this one and yesterday I bought a sailor inspired one also from Zara, photos to come soon I hope. Oh and while keeping up with blogging friends, I apparently NEEDED to buy a pair of slightly oversized bow detailed shorts. yeah. Totally. Now I'm off to buy a book and a dress and then too go tend my pig and my boy. Exactly in that order too. Happy Wednesday!

DRACUL

So on Saturday my brother, his gf and I went on a trip to Plzen to pick up my baby dwarf pig. You srsly would not believe how utterly cute he is! And tiny! (Well he is only one month old, so of course he's gonna grow but still, he's tres tiny and cute and everything). More photos to come soon but I needa recharge my camera and you all know how hard that can be...  Anyways, life with Dracul? It's all good, so far he hasn't ruined any of my shoes (good boy!) and only peed in my bed once. Though he has become quite daring and no longer wants to sleep/hang out in his basket so I'm thinking about getting him a crib like the one pictured above. Dunno, smth nice and that he could stay in. Huh, we'll see.

Bad Karaoke and leopardprint bracelets

Ben's last night in Prague and so my bestie Gabi and I went to his going away party thing which sadly turned to be the worst karaoke ever. Yes, really. But at least I did sing this time (I Will Survive). Had waaaay too little to drink (e.g. nothing at all actually). Anyways, we made those bracalets ourselves, using borrowed office supplies such as rubber bands and paper clips. The furry leopardprint things came from hand-cuffs I brought Gabi. Yeah.

You can't really see what we're wearing but I had on a topshop vest top, Zara blue jeans, new quilted beige balerina flats and my favorite Stradivarius studded bag. More outfit posts hopefully soon!

xoxox

So much has been going on haven't had time to blog like at all! Working on an intense project at work, haven't even had time for a proper photoshoot in ages (the black hair seems to be cursed), but have managed to find perfer harmony. Having a blast with the boy (gotta love young love), and taking the town by storm with best friend. Life is good. Getting my baby pig on Saturday. Cannot wait for little Dracul. Am just so bloody happy. So am fooling around with the pop-art wave. Happy - what day is it? - Monday :))

Lusting after...

I know it's summer and like a million degrees outside but still, I already have the upcoming season on my mind. As well as some naughty pop art. Hella good!

Anyways, I am dying to find a cute petite coat like in the second photo. So chic! Then my heart is set on knitwear (this little number comes from the Swedish trio Dagmar) and fur. But for the time being these studded ballet flats would work wonders, don't ya think? (From BonaFide). I'm currently seeking a tutu inspired skirt, or maybe even the real thing. Hmmm. And last but not least, a tight 'proper' leather skirt (have one ordered actually, from Topshop, due to arrive sometime next week, yeay!)

bday and so on..

I know it's been a while but there has just been so much going on, crazy! Celebrated my bday over the weekend, had such a great time. Lately I've discovered the joys of gay clubs. Hah, something I'd never think I'd say. And yes, am still straight. But there's just such a carefree happiness while letting go and dancing around to Lady Gaga with a bunch of gay boys. All the while wearing a stag party British Police officer cap. Yeah. And you wouldn't believe how popular my hat was. Or prolly you would. Anyways hopefully some photos to come soon. Oh and for those of you whom haven't heard via facebook: am getting my pig in two weeks:)

..DRACUL..

I want a dwarf pig!!!

Isn't he a cutie? I'm really thinking of getting one, I've contacted this lady and she'll send me some photos (apparently she has two left, both one month old, one is black and one has spots. They grow up to 18 kgs, haha that's actually quite big thou. Huh.) I want a piggie so that I don't feel so alone in my flat.. I mean just look at that cute little pig face, almost like Buddy but smaller. Awww;)

Files o'trifted

So first off new piercing, yeay! Got my tragus pierced on Tuesday. I don't really have a good picture of it as yet but at least to give you an idea of it, right. And since my files of new have been slightly shifted since tad broke of late, I went to a thrift store and found the perfect goth-ish long black skirt. It's way too hot to wear it now (thank goodness!) but as soon as autumn falls upon us, I'll be pairing it with my "new" Topshop fake fur vest. Style on a budget.;)